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As Jupiter is stopping in mid-Capricorn, Uranus in Pisces trudges forward into a sextile relation in the next few weeks – the second time – simultaneously the Sun in Taurus is trining Jupiter and sextiling Uranus. Of course the Sun is also square the Neptune/Nodes conjunction in Aquarius, which throws some doubt into the picture, which puts my nerves on edge – imagining that I don't get my dream job. Then what will I do? – What if I flunked the drug test- What if they discovered some unknown misdemeanor from long ago. What if my good friend E says bad things about me? What if? What if What if?
To neutralize this negative anxiety spiral I give thanks for my present situation – independent of expectations for the future - IÕm thankful for a warm and supportive crew at my present job - the respect they give me- the fun weÕve had - the excitement for the future after the remodel. IÕm thankful for these things and more – friendships and an exciting and dramatic few years – More pain & positive change than at any other time in my Life – Website combined w/Lulu has made my writings available to the public for the first time ever.
These are just a few of the things I'm thankful for. But what excitement I have for the future. Sold 5 books on Lulu today, including What is a Mountain? But I canÕt get carried away. It was probably a friend. Thank you, whoever you are, for ratifying my existence – even in a small way. And, of course, IÕm grateful for the potential for a New Job. But before I get too wrapped up in the future I must damp the excitement/anxiety swing by giving thanks for my present situation.
So Here in the Present – independent of astrology. Just feeling good.